Aren’t “A” words the best???? Adventure. Awesome. Ass. Alignment. Astronomical. Well, these are a few of my current favorites today and here is how they are rolling out………
I’m pumped for the AWESOME new ADVENTURE next week holds to get my ASS in proper ALIGNMENT with the ASTRONOMICAL closet full of clothes that are too tight!
HA HA HA! So the “A’s” have it today for keeping me motivated!
So, the kids started TaeKwonDo classes last night and they, of course, are both naturals. As I’m sitting on the sidelines watching the joy on their faces, I’m also mapping out what kinds of things I can take advantage of at the YMCA while they high kick their way through the hour. No Yoga or Pilates classes fall during the same time frame, of course, so I have to hit the cardio/weights solo. But then, the instructor saunters over and grills me on why mom isn’t out there too. Huh. Why aren’t I??? So, forget the lame wandering around the gym trying to figure out a plan – I’m now in white belt TaeKwonDo with my kids and can not wait to learn this with them. DUH!?!? I guess I hadn’t really considered this because I’m so used to “classes” always begin either them or me. I’m just overjoyed to being learning, growing and sharing this healthy experience with them.
So, besides TKD 2X a week for 10 weeks, I start my kickboxing training next week at Round Kick Gym. Here we go 6am again! 🙂 At least I know what to expect of myself that early. I’m delighted that school will be out by the end of next week so I will come home to a quiet house where I can leisurely drink my coffee and get ready for work versus rush, rush, rush to get 2 rounds of kids to school and then squeeze me off to work in such a hurry that my shoes don’t match. It really happens, people. I just choose not to talk about it out loud.
Although I had planned to be a bit leaner, stronger and fitter before summer, I’m focusing on working with where I am going instead of where I thought I was supposed to be by now. It is a fact that I am the girl who always has an excuse. Half the time I don’t even say them out loud, but rather avoid looking in the mirror or the scale. I really and truly enjoy my life for the most part, so it’s really easy to look past the fluff and forget to take good care of my health. Yes, that is called lame ass bad habit, I know. And I fight with it every day, but I know that when I started this several months ago, it would not be easy and probably might not stick solid right away. My brain is still there, ready and there is still no turning back. I may have to keep trying new things until I find my “high” – that thing(s) that gets me so excited that I can’t wait to sweat through it each day. I tried running. Am still giving running a shot, but it has yet to become my friend. Maybe when my ASTRONOMICAL ASS is less it will be easier since I won’t hit the pavement so hard!! HAHA! Yah, yah my chubby hiney is saggin these days, and my teenage gymnastic bod is wrecked from head to toe, BUT, I have my eye on the prize of the healthiest version of me I can be, no matter what size pants that translates to. I love being a work in progress!!
Outside of kickboxing and TKD, there will be Yoga In The Park starting June 2nd!! It’s almost better than cake and ice cream!! There is no better way to start the day/weekend than yoga under the trees at Gray’s Lake. This year I plan to bike there, grabbing BFF along the way and heading over to the Downtown Farmer’s Market after for some delicious breakfast. Please come and join me!!
So I’ve learned the value of breathing in today versus feeling unsettled about the lack of accomplishment or focus in yesterday. I’m reminding myself how/why I got so far off track with being healthy and loving myself enough. I love you momma but I cannot eat my depressed self into hiding forever in attempts to avoid being happy because I miss you so severely. The rainbow rises upward before crossing the land to meet the pot of gold dammit, so there’s no pretty rainbow in a downward spiral! I may not be successful at my first, second or third attempts with fitness or eating clean, but I will take what I learn at every single attempt until I wake up and realize all of the learning has brought me to a new way of life full of healthy habits and choices. Welcome to summer – the days are wonderfully longer with sunshine and yah, it’s gonna get smoking hot out, but that’s what margaritas are for!! *hugs* M